2018, a new year, and new beginning. Leave 2017 in the past, we say. Only to wake up and be reminded on the second day.  Park Avenue 414 I chose to forget so I can stop regretting. Leave me alone and let me live my life.  That's Goodbye.  Just let it be. K.Bellamy

People are not created to be controlled.

If you've ever hurt someone, or played apart in harming others, you certaintly dont get to choose shit about their lives.  If you don't like what they like, how they behave, how they speak, write, dress, work, clean, smell, text, dance, sing, release fustration, or how they hang out with their friends, tough. Deal with …

Love

I always thought when you love someone, you look past their mistakes.  But sometimes, mistakes hurt so much the only thing you can do is forgive, let live, and let go. Especially when that person is you. I choose to let go, and in this letting go, I choose love. I release my past in …

Exhausted

I'm tired of people telling me what to do with my life. I'm tired of not being able to let go.  I'm tired of being human and having human needs that are not being met. I'm tired of being expected to forgive and forget. Forgiveness is hard enough, so how do I forget? I'm tired …

The Gift of Evolution

How do we remain hopeful in a hopeless situation? Signs sing of better days to come. But, have you ever had to wait and not get tired by waiting? Waiting. Action. Waiting. Action. Waiting. Steps Exhausted. So tired I dare not speak. I must save all of my energy for what I need. Patience is …

Life Mistakes?

If and when we make mistakes, why do people believe starting from the bottom and working up is the be all and end all solution? Especially when so much experienced has been gained? From whence do we get this ideaology and why? Who told us this? I challenge it because I refuse to "start from …

Rejections Effect

It's been forever since I've see you. I miss you and wonder if you're happy. I try not to look at your pictures out of respect.  (Thoughts that cross the mind after being treated as a reject.) K.Bellamy

Seasons Change

Spiritual weather changes are among me as I enter into summer. Summer is a time for laughter, abundance, joy, love, and all things good. The winters of life are but a preparation phase for what is to come.  I've waited and I'm still waiting with a frail, fragile hope. K.Bellamy

Love’s Crossroad

There will come a time in life where you'll meet someone worth everything and more. This person will move the very core of your soul, give light, strength, and unconditonal love - unbeknownst to either of you. Do you miss out on love for fear of rebuilding and finding yourself. Or do you risk it …